One Year Already
Tonight when I was awakened in the night by your cry, I did not roll over and groan. I did not think, "cry it out." Instead, I thought, "This is not going to last much longer." I was motivated to go to you.
I held you in my arms and rocked as you nursed back to sleep. You were totally relaxed. Totally trusting me. But no longer totally dependent on me.You move around the house with ease, albeit on all fours. You joyfully follow your brother and sister and absolutely love it when they follow you. You light up with fascination when you realize that something happened because you pushed a button.
You love to be outside, to crawl through the grass, to watch the animals, to watch your family. You love the wind blowing in your face and hair. You love to eat scrambled eggs, pancakes, cereal, carrots, sweet potatoes, green beans, crackers, bread, puffs, yogurt, bananas, blueberries. You love to feed yourself. You love to eat the crumbs from under the kids' table... especially dessert crumbs! You have 4 teeth - two are center bottom, but the top two are off center.
You say Mama and Dada, Dadid, and just yesterday I realized something was trying to sound like Elizabeth. I wish I could remember what it was, but I'm sure I'll be hearing it again soon. You say byebye with an adorable little wave.
You crawl across me and anyone else on the floor like we're a speed bump that doesn't really slow you down. You are so comfortable in your home. You are happy. You are loved.
Saturday we will celebrate you with a birthday party. Next Wednesday you will be one year old. It was gone in the blink of an eye. The only regret I have for you is that you will not have the privilege of knowing first hand how much Grandma and Papa loved you.
I know the coming years will fly by. Who will you become? I can't wait to get to know you, to teach you, to love on you even more. You are more precious to me than you'll ever know. And no matter what happens, I hope you'll always remember our song:
Mama loves Rebekah, Mama loves Rebekah, Mama loves Rebekah, I love you!
I love you, girl! Love you, girl! I love you, girl! Love you, girl!
Mama loves Rebekah, Mama loves Rebekah, Mama loves Rebekah, I love you!
I know, you still can't see it in that picture, but that's as good as it gets for now. I made sure Grandma saw it this morning before they left for California. We'll see how it looks when they get back.